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• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
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• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

COOKIES AND OVER-DRAMATIC RANTS, ANYONE?
Wow... 7 comments. Thanks, guys.^^ Here. Have a cookie.*hands out cookies to y'all*
Let's see... Watched T.R.L. today. Shia Lebauf had to make out with a Tennis ball. X3 And The Plain White T's performed Dalila. (sp?)
Okay, now just because I'm bored and I spent about 4 or 5 hours today rotting my brain away with the T.V., I'm gonna go on an emo-tastic rant. Ready? No? Too bad. LET THE STUPIDITY/ANGER/MELO-DRAMA/TACKINESS BEGIN!

Okay. I hate the pool. And it's not just because the bath-room smells and the people who run the snack bar don't know how to make decent pizza. Actually, to be honest it's not the pool, itself I hate. It's the teenagers who go there. Why? Because the teenagers who go there are COMPLETE ADOLESCENT STEREO-TYPES. They're loud, they're unoriginal, they're insincere, they're irritating, and they travel in groups.I hate them. Because they make me ashamed of what I am-a loner. An individual.An anti-stereo-type. They make me feel like there's something wrong with me because I don't have friends in real life that I get to see everyday. They make me feel like a loser. Oh, don't get me wrong, I always knew I was a loner, that I wasn't cool, that I was different. Yeah, I always knew that I was what my peers deemed as a "loser." And I was perfectly okay with that. But THEY made me care.And they made me hate it. Oh, not that they ever said anything to my face. Not that they ever openly abused me or targeted me for some cruel attack on my self-esteem. To be honest, I'm not even sure if they intended to make me feel what I do. All I know is, they invited me in to their little clique just to make me see what I missing, just to make sure that I regretted being what I am, just to get a little amusement out of the loner freak who's always swinging on the play-ground talking to herself.And then they kicked me out. They stopped hanging around with me. They stopped talking to me. They just stopped.
So, yeah... Here I am, back at square one. Only now, I'm about 9 times lonelier and more jealous than when I started out, and whenever I see a mascara-clad, social butter-fly adolescent nymphet giggling and yakking away on her cell-phone, I feel like throwing up. In conclusion: death to all teen stereo-types. Long live the "losers."

And end psychotic, pointless, jealousy-ridden rant.Who wants another cookie? * hands out more cookies*
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