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Achievements • http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said Anime Fan Since • Ever since Pokemon Favorite Anime • I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3 Goals • Make it out of here in one piece Hobbies • Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown Talents • :)
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Friday, October 5, 2007
*DEEP BREATH* Alright. I know most of you will find this unbearably cheesy because, well, everybody does. But it must be said. I'm tired of hiding it. So bear with me. If you don't like it, you can stop reading it.
I.AM.A.JESUS.FREAK. As in, I love God, I love my religion, I love the Blessed Virgin, and I LOVE Christ. To me, he's not just some carving of a person on the cross, he's my friend. My best friend. My everything.
But lately, my relationship with him has been slipping. Every time I pray, instead of actually talking to Him, actually meditating on everything He did and said, I feel like I'm just going through the motions. Because he just feels SO far away. And I believe this is due to the fact that I'm going to public school now. You see, last year, when I was in my home school co-op, we started every Tuesday off with mass and ended with a rosary. Therefore, we prayed a lot more. Not to mention, we were praying with people who KNEW how to pray and this just made the atmosphere automatically more reverent. So with all this religion-oriented stuff, it was easy to maintain a good relationship with God.
However, when I started going to public school... Well, obviously we didn't have a single one of the 3 aforementioned things. Hence my lack of communication with The most Awesometasticalist Person EVA!
My point is, because of this, I might be leaving public school and go back to home-schooling. I don't care if I lose all my friends from school. Quite frankly, I'd trade them all for Him.
Okay, and end cheesy-tasticalness. Who's in the mood for some music? I am!
Ahhhhhhhhhm I love that song. Okay, I feel better.
Love y'all. ~Shadowme
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