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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Sunday, March 9, 2008

I am a girl anachronism
Hola.
Went to a party last night. It was thrown by one of my mom's friends, but there were a bunch of kids my age there. One of the guys was named Toby, and I really liked him. Despite his acme, he actually looked pretty good. Not to mention, he was freakin' hilarious. But, as usual, no luck.
And, in other news, I think I'm going insane. We went out to eat at this restaurant earlier to celebrate my moms birthday, and I was so sick with paranoia, I was about to cry. And every time That Guy's little sister comes over, I always get all morbid and tantalized. Oy... I swear.
I'm about to have a mental breakdown.
Wouldn't be surprised if I started hallucinating right this second...

I'm not okay and I'm not a K.O.
This rush is just too much.
"Cross my heart and hope to die..." ?
Well, fine: who's to say I'm not better off dead anyway?
The words in my head can't keep up with the shivers in my spine.
And, oh "maybe next time" ?
Don't feed me that bullshit line.
You know as well as I do that I can only ever shine when I'm out-shined
Because I can never afford to be out-spoken.
Well, douse my confidence and feed my self-doubt.
They call me a bomb-shell, but it feels like the whole damn world's about to explode.
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