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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Shut up and be proud
REPLIES TO COMMENTS:
Jenny: I know, right? It rules! I mean, it creeps me out, but I can't help but enjoy the attention.^^ And, don't worry about it, I love your comments.

Cassie: It wasn't, really. What do you mean SUDDENLY? Wasn't I always a very interesting person? (j/k)And, yeah, school buses kinda suck. But my friend Staci is gonna start driving next year, so she could probably drive me to school.

Hey, guys.
I got 2 poems for you all today. The one, I wrote last year about That Guy, and the other, I wrote just last night and it's kind of a continuation of the first one. So here we go.

THE AFTERMATH
She asked me to tell her story.
But I don't do biographies and she didn't do legacies.
Her only New Years resolution was to survive and she couldn't even do that right.
"Well, there's something inside me," she said. "I don't know what it is or how long it'll give me to live. But however short my time is, give my regards to the boys in the band and send my love to whoever cared enough to listen."
He begged me to never mention him like this again.
But there are just some things I can't forget.
His only other ungranted wish was for her to stop staring and start making sense.
She was stuck stalking his shadow to the ends of the earth until the very end.
"Well, there's something inside her,"he said. "And she knows perfectly well what it is. So tell her to deal without the dealer. All she needs is digression and distraction from the drama."
But it wasn't just the withdraw, it was the "without anything to draw from."
The drugs were just a distraction from the addiction.
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THE AFTERGLOW
To her, it was just such a waste.
An entire years worth of watching and waiting down the drain.
All the same, she couldn't quite bring herself to say that nothing should've changed.
"Well, it's over," she said. "So good-by and good riddance to my sweet sickness. The demon of my addiction will just have to go back to hell empty-handed."
He didn't quite know what to make of it.
I thought it was nothing less than a miracle that he even noticed.
But for someone who's entire world was music, he sure was comfortable with the silence.
"Well, it's over," he said. "And I can't really say it makes much difference. But I could've never been comfortable with such an intense audience. So tell her good-bye and good luck.
I was told she'd love me forever, but I always knew she'd find something better."
But it was never meant to be an upgrade, just a replacement.
Just because she moved on doesn't mean she's not still in the exact same place.
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