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Thursday, September 4, 2008


That Guy and This Guy
Hey. You know what's really, really weird?
That Guy's name is Dan Bennett, his initials therefore being DB. But the guy I like now's name is Dean Barris, meaning his initials are DB too.
Two DB's in a row! lol
But, anyway, about Dean...
He's awesome. Completely, completely awesome. He's a non-pompous religious anime freak like me, he's easy to talk to, he's funny, he's smart, he's nice, and best of all: he likes me back.^^
He sat with me at lunch today and walked with me to my class after. <3 It was very boyfriend/girlfriend-ish. There was a lot of hugging/holding involved.^^
But there's only one problem: He's a senior and I'm a sophomore. Meaning, he's gonna be graduating this year. So I only got this year with him and that's it. '-___- Oy...
Oh well. It's not much of a happy ending, but there's nothing I can do about, so I guess I'll just have to enjoy it while it lasts.
I mean, I can definitely tell already that we're probably going to last longer than me and Hunter did. Seriously: no contest.
Hell, I might even eventually start to prefer him to last years DB. I'd say it was a definite probability at this point.

Unfortunately, life obviously just can't bring itself to rock this much for much longer, so I just know something's going to go horribly, horribly wrong. But due to my natural bliss at having found someone great that actually likes me, I simply cannot beware this time. So, in other words: I'm screwed.
Ah well. Might as well enjoy this brief period of utter perfection while it lasts.

But you guys better still love me when it all goes to Hell. Because God knows I'd never be able to make it without you all.
Love, Belinda

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