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Saturday, September 6, 2008


Ummm....
Went to the mall with Dean and my friends yesterday. It was... bipolar. At first it was kinda awkward, but it got better.
Dean pretty much knows everybody. Everybody, unfortunately this really annoying guy who I'm almost positive was either on drugs or slightly retarded. I know that sounds really mean because my brother has autism and all, but seriously: the guy wouldn't shut up about his penis! He even started harassing my friends about it!
It was NOT a good moment. '-_-
But good ol' Margret Margaritaville told him to leave. And he listened. So that was cool. ^^
God evidently thought so too, because about an hour later, He rewarded Margret with the oh-so-delayed arrival of her new boyfriend Sebastian.
Which brings us to the second topic of this post: two of my bestest friends are now dating each other. And I'm kinda worried. Don't get me wrong, I'm totally ecstatic for them and all, but... What if they break up? I mean, I've known Margret for 10 years and I have to see Sebby every day because he rides my bus, so... It's bound to be awkward. Not to say they're completely wrong for each other or anything, but I never thought of them as a couple. Ever.
Hell, I never even considered the possibility of them meeting each other. They go to different schools and don't even live that close to each other, so it didn't seem very likely to me. Still, I'm happy for them. Sebby's a great guy and if I had to hand-pick somebody for Margret, then somebody like Sebby would probably be one of the top candidates. I mean, she deserves someone who'll respect her and like her, and I'm pretty sure that would be Sebby.

And now for the final topic of the post: My mom knows about me and Dean. 0_0 And I didn't even have to say anything about it: She GUESSED. Seriously, it was hellazzz scary.
On the way home, we stopped at the grocery store and as soon as dad got out of the car was no longer within ear shot, she smiled at me all knowingly and was like "Something happeneddddddddd!^.^"
Me: O_O ...Huh?
Mom: you kissed somebody, didn't you?
Me: HUH???
Mom: Awww, your first kiss? Who was it? It wasn't a random stranger, was it?
Me: Hell no. Er, I mean, HUH...?
Mom: Was it Sebby?
Me: No, it was Dean--Er, I mean, um... Shit.'-_-
Mom: What? Awww, but I like Sebby. And Dean looks weird!

But the good news is, she said she wouldn't tell dad. She was obviously slightly disappointed though. She saw a picture of Dean before then and I think she's slightly afraid of him now. Margret said he was kinda creepy too. XD I don't care though. So far, I really like him. A lot.
The thing is... I barely know him. I think I might be falling too fast and too hard. Oy...'-_-
I always do this. I ALWAYS rush in before I know what the hell I'm getting myself into. No matter how many times I crash, I can never learn to wait.
I hate that. So much. *sigh* Pray for me, guys.

Love, Belinda

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