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• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
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• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

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• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Monday, October 6, 2008

Okay. I'm just gonna ramble for a little bit, alright? Alright.

It's not fair. He is so bloody beautiful and kind and earnest and perfect, I could cry. And, I know, I know, I shouldn't even start. I shouldn't even say it, I shouldn't even think it, because the whole damn thing is doomed. Doomed before it'll even have a chance to start. There's no point, really, I'm just setting myself up. This is just the inner me, the little self-destructive child who simply cannot bring herself to stop ruining everything. I know. This is just the masochist that I am.
But I want to say it.
I really, really want to tell him, but I can't, because it'll ruin everything. Besides, I always end up hating the guys I like, and he for one does not deserve that. Hell, he might be the only one so far who doesn't deserve that.
*sigh* But, damn it, I don't even know him.... Oy.'-__- I hate this.

Okay. Ranting is over. Responses to comments now.

Cassie: Is it really? I honestly think it depends on the inspiration. By the way, That Guy is now attempting to be poet. He's starting to write Haiku's, for God's sake! '-__- I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THE EMO POET IN THIS NONEXISTENT RELATIONSHIP, DAMMIT!!!!! lol Ryro...? Naw. I love Ryro too much to write spiteful poetry about him.

Stephie:Really? That's my opinion too. lol (j/k,j/k) Well, school actually wasn't all that bad today, so shmeh... *shrugs*

Meganman: Yes. You're a man now. Or, at least, that's what the voices in my head tell me.0_o Anyway... AWWWWWWWWw! I LOVE your words! They're ridiculously ridiculous, with a capital DIC! For serial, they're what got me through middle school.

Lavi: EW! Bland clothing, I hate that! But sadly, everything in my wardrobe is rather bland, because I'm a cheapskate.'-__- And, welllllllll, as you can tell by the aforetyped rant... No, sadly, I am not without a crush at the moment. But, hey, more inspiration for more depressing poetry, right?

ily
~Love, Belinda

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