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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Friday, October 10, 2008

So long and good night
Alright. I got a lesson for you guys today: DON'T EVER, EVER, EVER TRY TO PLAY GOD. Better yet, don't even assume you are capable of playing God. Because you're not. Or, at least, I'm sure as hell not. I can't even begin to make out what the hell He's doing anymore, when it comes to my life. And, you know what? There's really no point in trying to understand or predict the meaning of His actions. In the end, it just makes you all confused and frustrated. Case in point: That Guy.
I honestly haven't the slightest clue what he's doing in my life. There just doesn't seem to be a point to me. I mean, it's the most obvious thing we're not meant for each other, we'll probably never even get close to being friends because I'm more likely to write an entire volume about him to say a single word to him, and I definitely can't compete with him in any way, since he's Mr. Smart, Sexy, And Charismatic and everybody loves him, meaning there's no chance of a rivalry because it'd be so one-sided... So, I just have to wonder: what the hell is he doing here?
Ya see, I'm one of those people who believes everything happens for a reason, but when it comes to That Guy... I honestly have no clue.
Oh, and about Candy Man?
I did it. I discovered his one, lethal flaw. (And, no, Megan, it's not that he has a microscopic penis.) Well, technically it's not a flaw, it's just the reason why me and him would never work out. Ya see, people, I, quite simply, am a coach potato stereo-type. I do not go out. sat at my computer all day and type up depressing, poetic rants about love and life and loss. Whereas, Candyman is the polar opposite. He does EVERYTHING. He swims, he hikes, he runs, he skates, he rock-climbs... Hell, I wouldn't be surprised if he jumped out of a plane on a daily basis! The point is, he does stuff. I don't. Meaning, either he would be driven out of his mind with boredom while dating someone like me, or I would be driven out of my mind with... Well, basically, I would die of adventure over-dose.
And so another romance but not really romance is concluded.
And this time, Thank God, it concluded before it even had a chance to start. *sigh of relief* And I am so glad because if me and Candyman ever did hook up, I honestly would not to be able to endure losing him. He's just the sweetest guy in the world and I'd rather get raped to death by my hell-spawned neighbor Jordan than hurt him.
Anyway, thank all you guys SO much for being to patient with me and all my teenage drama bull. I really appreciate.*hugs you all*
I love you guys!
~Love, Belinda
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