myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Damn it.
This guy... He just keeps getting more and more adorable. I can't stop thinking about him. *sigh* I don't like where this is going. I've been here before and... Shit.
He told me that I'm such a good fried. That I'm so adorable and awesome and he loves me. But... He just thinks of me as a little sister. A little kid.
To him, I'm just some nice, clever little girl he knows, and nothing more. It's so damn patronizing, I can't stand it.
And what's worse, I think I'm getting more and more obvious by the second. He suspects something, I can tell. I think he already knows that I like him, because he keeps giving me these weird, knowing glances. It's creepy, but not as much as it is annoying. It's one of those stupid, patronizing smiles that just seems to gush "awwww, isn't that cute?" like I'm some kind of kindergartner with a crush on her best friends teenage older brother.
*sigh* I feel like such a tool.

Butttttttt, anyway, on a happier note: I'm going to my schools home-coming dance tonight. It should be pretty fun. I'm going with my best friend, Margret, Amanda, this girl from me English class, and Justin, my friend from the bus. He's my date, but it's pretty platonic, so honestly, he might as well be another one of my girl-friends. Besides, he's the perfect gentlemen, so it's not like we're gonna end up drunk and taking noodz of each other. (Yeah, sorry, guys: No porn tonight. lol)
Anyway, I gotta go shower before the dance.
So long and good night. *hugs*
I love you all
~Love, Belinda
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