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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Thursday, October 16, 2008

BALOGNE WITH A SIDE OF FLIM-FLAM!
hahahaha.
Myotaku has all but abandoned me now. *sobs* CASSIE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES ME ANYMORE!!!! ;~:
Damn it. Don't you people know us melo-dramatic bitches need a decent-sized audience in order to function properly? Because we do. Or, at least I do....
READ MY SHIT, DAMMIT!!!!!! ToT

...Sorry.
It's just that, as everybody should know by now, I'm the epitome of an attention whore, and I've had somewhat of a bad day, so I'm not exactly the mayor of Happy Town as it is.
Why, you ask? Dean. Martin. Fucking. Barris.
Nuff said.'-__- Yeah, shit happened today. Stupid, meaningless, trivial shit, but shit nonetheless.
I don't wanna talk about it.
I will, however, post an excerpt of the totally pwn-some, kick-ass speech I had all planned out, but never got a chance to say to Dean, because he sucks elephant balls. (Well, okay, so it's mostly just his DAD'S balls, but whatever.) So, here we go:

"Hey. Remember how, when I sent you that last letter on myspace, you said no apologies would be made? Well, that's not completely true. Because I've got one thing to apologize for: I lied to you. I'm sorry, but honestly, when I said I liked you back, I... didn't really mean it. Not at that point, anyway. I mean, after all, I barely knew you, but anyway... It wasn't you I liked, but the fact that you liked me and the fact that you were willing to admit it. So I rushed into the whole thing just as stupidly and carelessly as you did, if not more so, simply for the reason that I was starving for affection at the time and I didn't really care who it was from. So, in a way, I guess I kinda used you. And then you led me on and dumped me for her. So I guess I got what I deserved. Karma, I guess. Anyway, basically, what I'm trying to say here is: Even if you don't admit it, you made a mistake.And so did I. But I'm not looking to get revenge. There's no point in getting even- we already are."
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, SCENE!!!
Yeah, I know, not my best work and probably not half as acidic as it should be, but it'll do for now. Especially because he'll never get to hear because I don't ever plan on talking to him again.

Oh, and after this week, I'm seriously considering canceling all my weekend plans and becoming a total recluse. I just feel so exhausted all the time for some reason, so I'm really not feeling up to it. Not to mention, the whole weekend routine is getting ungodly monotonous, if you ask me. Honestly, I'm just glad Margret didn't plan to go to the mall this time for once. Only problem is, she wants to go to this youth group thing instead and... I don't know, to me it just sounds like another excuse to scope for (im)possible boyfriends, and I SO don't need that right now. Getting your hopes up over and over again for someone completely out of your league just gets depressing after a while, ya know?
Anyway, sorry for boring Whoever Bothered to Read This to death with all this shizzle. There's really seldom anything to report on around here. lol No wonder everyone except Cassie has stopped reading.
Anyway, bye
Love, Belinda

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