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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Sebastian told me i was going to be alone for a very long time today.
My reaction? "*scoff* Well, I coulda told ya THAT!"*soundlessly breaks down in tears inside at undeniable truth in statement*

Yessssssssssss, it's going to be a very bipolar week. I can tell because I've been going from shining to shambles in a matter of minutes all day today, yesterday, and Sunday. *sigh* Man, I feel like one of those ex-wife stereotypes on TV: All fat and bitter and inactive and pathetic and unhealthy... '-__- Oy. I want to get a life. I really do. But every time I try, either I get emotionally bitch-slapped into unconsciousness or the one end up with brings me to tears. "Oh, don't get me wrong. I don't hate my life. I just hate theirs for being so much better than mine."

Yes, kiddies, I'm not suicidal. Just unbearably jealous. Tehe. ^^

However, I do have good news:

1. The Mentalist is on tonight at 9.

2. My awesometastical friend Megan has agreed to send me the new Veronicas CD, which is filled with techno rock yumminess, via e-mail.

3.Jesus still loves me. <333333333333333333333 times infinity, yo!

4. I have loads of new, semi-pristine, unread manga gathering dust in my room as we speak.

5.Your mom. :3

Annnnnnnnnd, that's about all the good news I got. I do have qoutes though. Of the mind-bogglingly random, ftw variety.

"Get naked. I got a plan."-Britney Spears.

"Dude! The hall-way smells like bacon!"-kids walking in the 3rd floor hall-way today.

"Hey! Turning random shiz into wine is only cool when Jesus does it!"-Unknown

"Everything I touch dies... Hey, Brent, can I have a hug?"-That One

"No, I do not want you to drop dead. I'm not that picky, I'd be perfectly satisfied if you died already laying down."-Love, when I asked it if it wanted me to just drop dead. (Because LOVE NEVER WANTED ME, BUT I TOOK IT ANYWAY!)

And that's all I got. ={ I'm still sad tho. *hugs you all* I gonna go get me some cookies. Mmmmmmm, comfort food.
ily guys
~Love, Me (Because I'm tired of being the only one who does.)
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