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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Sunday, February 22, 2009

...I am so tired. *sigh* ''-__-
My English essay is finally done, and I know it sucks to the point that when my teacher reads, I'll probably be demoted all the way back to 6th grade English, but I am far too exhausted to do anything about it. Besides, I still got an art project to finish and math homework to get started on. *yawns*

It would be so grand to sleep for the rest of the year. I honestly don't see what I'd be missing out on. What is to change? It's all the same, every day.

My best friends boyfriend broke up with her because she didn't feel comfortable making out with him yet.It really kills me that there hasn't been a guy yet who thinks she's worth waiting for, because she's such an amazing girl. The lucky bastards should just be glad she's even going out with them. I mean, really!
It wasn't as if they'd been going out for that long anyway.
It had only been about a little over 2 weeks.

*sigh* Men are such fickle, impatient, hormonal creatures. I know they're not all bad. I know there are some who can wait, but... Why do they have to make it so hard for me to believe in them? Why do they have to make it so hard for me to not hate them?
I just want to understand. Really. I don't want to hate anybody anymore. It never does any good.

Look, do me a favor, okay? Pray for me. Even if you don't believe in God, even if you don't like God, pray for me. Because I can't do this by myself.
Pray for me that I'll be able to break free from my shallow and petty grudges. Pray for me so that I'll be able to set the world ablaze. Pray for me that so that I'll be able to let everyone know how amazing and beautiful and special they are and how much God loves them and how much they should love each other and love God. Because they have a right to know.
I'm not trying to convert anybody, I promise.
I don't care if you never go to church for the rest of your life.
I don't care if you doubt and disagree with everything anybody's ever said about God.
I don't care if you don't have a religion.
This isn't about religion.
This is about the truth.
And, the truth is, my friends: You are beautiful. Beautiful in a way you couldn't even fathom, and you have purpose. A great purpose. I mean, you're so amazing, how could you not?

And one more thing: you are loved. You will always, always, always be loved in a way that you never thought possible.
And maybe you guys don't understand now, but it is my deepest hope that you will one day. Because, like I said, you all deserve to know exactly how spectacular and beloved you are. Everyone does.

ily
~Belinda
P.S.PRAY FOR ME, PRAY FOR ME, PRAY FOR ME, PRAY FOR ME, PRAY FOR ME, PRAY FOR ME!!!
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