myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Hey kiddies.
I'm back from yet another unexcused hiatus. Just always know that I really do love you all dearly... I just suck at showing it.
Just got back from a date with Shaun. His niece Hayley--who has taken to calling me Aunt Belinda, btw--turned 8 today, and we went to the birthday party. We ended up leaving early and going back to his house though. It was nice, but... Well, here, this'll probably explain the "but"

It's coming down to "I love you" again.
So prepare to hate me.
These lips you so love to kiss are the very hand on the guillotine that you're locked into.
And every word, every touch, every "must" brings the blade closer and closer to your throat.
It's not my fault. Honest to God: I never want you to get hurt.
But what can I say? I'm broken glass.
So sharp, I couldn't even keep from cutting myself.
So deep, I couldn't even scream.
If my conscience wasn't in the toilet and my mind wasn't in the gutter and our lives weren't in the present, I swear...

Damn. I'm pretty sure I just ruined my whole weekend experience. ''-___- Damn me and my melodrama. Argh... Oh well. I can deal, I guess.
But, anyway, how have you guys been? Haven't talked to you all weekend.
Ilyyyyyyyyyy
XOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXXOXOXOXXOOXOXOX
~Belinda
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