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Sunday, June 21, 2009


Cassie/porn master: I'm afraid our porn is going to be delayed. Cause I only write when I'm horny, and I haven't been horny lately, so sorry.

Jenny:*hugs back* I luffle joo too. It wasn't really so much a haircut as much as it was a trim. I only had my bangs cut. lol

Corn: Literary porn. If it were published, I suppose you'd call it a "romance novel," but most of it's so emo it's not very romantic. But there is hella sex, in ungodly grotesque detail. Haven't written any gay porn yet. See, I specialize in writing what I know, and since I've never been gay, much less had gay sex--or heterosexual sex for that matter--I can't very well write gay sex scenes.I wouldn't know what emotions to describe. It just wouldn't seem authentic.

Tere-chan/mewtohru: lol Yeah, most guys are. But he does all kinds of staff for me, so I really shouldn't complain. *shrugs* He's a great guy. I'm happy. I'm just going to stick to my usual choppy, flippy style. It works for me.

Okay. So Shaun didn't come over on Thursday. Turns out, he thought he was supposed to come over on Saturday for whatever reason. So for the entire day I was pacting around the entire house, waiting for him to show up, and he never did. Needless to say, I was pissed. Matter of fact, here, let me pull up the angry rant I wrote on myspace about it:

"FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKITY FUCKITY FUCKITY FUCKITY FUCK!!!!!
I'm so pissed off right now.
My boyfriend is an idiot.'-__-
He ALWAYS has to be the one who gets to decide when we see each other. He never lets me choose. Gawd!
FUCK.
THIS.
SHIT!
I've been looking forward to him coming over all day, and once he finally calls me back, he says he thought he was supposed to come over on Saturday even though I told him 5 fucking times that he was supposed to come over today. ARRRGH!!
Why won't he listen?! Now we're not going to be able to see each other at all this week because he couldn't pay attention long enough to find out what day he was supposed to come over.
*sigh* Seriously...
Why am I in this relationship again?"

P.S. I was totally on my period that day. I promise I'm not that scary all the time. ^^

Anyway, he did eventually come over Saturday, and we had a great time, so everything is good now, and all I can say is I hope it stays that way.
Because if we have a huge fight and either break up or go another whole week without seeing each other AGAIN, I think I might just crack. Seriously. There's no way in hell I can go a week without him. Believe me, I've tried.
I almost broke down in tears at the bathroom in BJ's. lol I'm such a wreck. '''^^
Keep praying for me, okay? God knows I need it.
Love you guys
~Belinda

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