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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X


Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Hey, Chris.
Honestly?
Fuck it.
It's the same damn cycle every day: I fail, I try to give up, no one will let me, I miraculously am stupid enough to get my hopes up, I fail again. And repeat until I'm dead.

I ain't got a single prayer left in my body.
Now, I'm not saying God abandoned me
But it seems these days, the only thing I'm good at is abandoning God.
Scream at me until I'm everything you want me to be.
Back me into this corner until I'm every bit the prodigy you see on the surface.
You don't know me.
But you know my voice.
And that's enough to silence me forever.
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