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Sunday, September 27, 2009

This is it, this the end
Wow...
So much has happened. I'm an emotional wreck. Worst emotional roller coaster I've ever been on.

I keep thinking of this one book title I saw in the library. "It's Called a Break Up Because It's Broken."
Something in our relationship broke. I don't know what it is or how to fix it or if it's even possible to fix it. I've tried everything and he doesn't want anything to do with me.
I guess he's just going to fade out now and become another stranger. What a liar. He said we'd try to be friends.

I guess in the end, the age-old cliche proved to be true: "'I love you' is 8 letters. So is 'bullshit.'"

I'm probably going to spend the entire day either hanging out with Margaret or on the computer, playing Sims 3. Also, I'm going to take all the hair-dye out of my hair.
All the colors I dyed it remind me too much of him, and I need to forget about the past 7 and a half months as soon as possible.

What I have learned though is good friends and family like you guys are absolutely irreplaceable. I love you all so much and am eterenally grateful to all of you fir getting me through these past few centuries/days.
~Belinda
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