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Female Location • Here Member Since • 2005-05-30 Occupation • Life preserver :) Real Name • Belina
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Achievements • http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said Anime Fan Since • Ever since Pokemon Favorite Anime • I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3 Goals • Make it out of here in one piece Hobbies • Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown Talents • :)
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Monday, October 5, 2009
Okay, so about yesterday's post... I was only HALF serious, guys. I mean, really. You all know I'm not that stupid.... or that flexible. lol
Anyway...
Things just got a little more complicated.
See, for the past week, I've been sitting with my brother and his friends in lunch. There's this guy at the table named Joe.
Am I attracted to him?
Put it this way: I spent the 2 and a half hours following that lunch period day-dreaming about tackling him onto the floor(or into the wall) and pain-painstakingly examining his oral cavity with my tongue until the security officers pried us apart with a crowbar.
Am I gonna do anything about it?
No.
Why?
Because: he is a ninth-grader. I am a junior.
Not to mention: I just had my heart broken into a million pieces scattered into the far corners of the earth. The last thing I need is another relationship.
Well, no let me rephrase that: The last thing I need is another letdown. I'd LOVE to have another relationship, but only if it's guaranteed to last forever, and those are pretty hard to come by, so for the next for the few months or years or whatever, all I can really do is wait and heal.
WEll, I could do some of the things on yesterdays list, but that really wouldn't fix anything.
Anyway... Here's a video.
