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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

*sigh* You guys remember back when I was innocent and harmless? Back when the worst of my worries was getting my homework done on time and worshiping a certain scene kid who lived about 100 miles away?
Because I just spent an hour pouring over my archives, and honestly,I miss being like that... all sweet and friendly. I mean, I was also insecure and self-destructive as hell, but I seemed like I used to be such a good friend...
Back then, I didn't really care how I looked--I just assumed I was invisible and accepted it. But now...
I don't know. It's like, I know people can see me, but they never seem content with what they see.
Like I'm never good enough or something. *sigh* It's okay. It's all gonna be okay.
If I don't tell myself that, I'll plunge head-first into despair, and no one wants that.

NOTE TO SELF
Your soul shined so brightly,
Why'd you cut it off?
You had all the praise and all the applause
You had all the rhythm and every last professional clause.
Oh, darling dear, what happened?

The stars used to be your dancefloor
Now you're battered and broken behind locked doors
Couldn't you have learned to love the girl in the mirror?
Did you really have to sacrifice everything about yourself you held dear?

~Belinda
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