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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Gossip
Pink and red are not my colors,
So in the grand tradition of pretending to be everything I'm not and being ashamed of everything I am,
I'll paint all my shadows red and all my tears pink.
When I get up behind that podium, you're the first one I'm going to thank:
"Oh, thank you so much for making me everything I am not."

Oh, what did you say?
That I'm too skinny? That I'm too blond and too dark and too loud and too much like me?
Oh, what was that?
I'm not short enough and not quiet enough and not tight enough and not her enough? And you haven't hurt me enough?
Well, fuck it.
Keep your gawddamn bad romance.
She said you were a monster.
She was right about you, she was right about you.

Pink and red are not my colors
So in the grand tradition of pretending to be everything I'm not and being ashamed of everything I am,
I'll paint all my shadows red and all my tears pink.
When I get behind that podium, you'll be the first one I thank:
"Oh, thank you so much for making me everything I'm not."

Maybe if you would have stopped at breaking my heart, I could let this go,
But you also twisted my soul.
(I bared my soul, and you raped it. You raped it.)
Now my teachers and my parents always tell me to give it my best, but how can I when you already got the best of me?

Pink and red are not your colors,
So in the grand tradition of worshiping everything that you are and hating everything you're not,
One day you'll turn white and choke til your face becomes blue.
When I get on that throne, you'll be the first one I thank:
"Oh, thank you so much for making me every bit as insane as you said I was."
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