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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Honestly... I feel like shit.
Like some wounded soldier on the front lines, just waiting to die.
Ugh.
And today was actually a pretty good day too. '-__-

I just had to come home and realize how pathetic I was.

Okay, so sue me--I do want the fairy tale ending. I am lonely, and even with all the bullshit I'd have to put with, I want a boyfriend.

Not just any boyfriend, mind you, but...*sigh* How do I put this?

I don't Romeo and Juliet, I just want a happy ending with a lot of kissing and hugging and hand-holding, and all the other happy, rainbowy, mushy, puppy-involving shit. '-__-
At the very least, I don't want to feel this empty. Not even half this empty.

I wanna stop comparing myself to everyone else around me.
I wanna stop feeling like there's something hopelessly wrong with me.
I just wanna be comfortable with myself.
And I'd like to do it before getting another boyfriend, because my insecurities have in the past caused all sorts of trouble with my relationships.
Honestly the main reason I want a boyfriend is because I'm horny. XD (Well, I'm lonely too, but usually I'm just horny.)

This calls for pictures!

Her hair is SO. FUCKIN. COOL.

Lmao I typed in "scene boys" and got this! XD

Totally gay, but still very fuckable.

Maybe next time I should type in "scene boys that are not transvestites."

This one is my personal favorite.
Anyway, that's about it. I'm gonna go cry or touch myself or something now.
k bye
ily
~Belinda

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