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• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
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• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Friday, February 5, 2010

I am absolutely addicted to the stuff. The day I decide to quit using hair dye is the day Courtney Love actually shows up to something sober and not hung over.
Still, Bree insists on prattling on about the evils of “that toxic venom of commercialism” for about ten hours, but I deigned not to pay attention. Normally, I would have, just to humor her, but at that very second, Jasper “Jazzy” Striffy entered the cafeteria. As he walked by our table on his way to the diagonally across from ours, I could not help but let a sigh escape my lips. Some days, Jazzy is so perfect, I can’t decide whether I want to be with him or simply be him.
He is very gorgeous, very gay, very British foreign exchanged student, and completely fabulous. Angling from shoulder length in the back to jaw length in the front, his pin straight, jet black, blonde-streaked hair especially is an absolute master piece. The way he always decorates himself with Victorian era dress pants, dress shirts, and vests, yet still manages to look fresh off the scene; the way his choppy, yellowish blonde bangs drape over his eye brows and stop just above his long, black lashes to accentuate the contrast between his dark brown eyes and flaxen bangs; the way his mouth curls up in a droll smirk when he finds something amusing; the way every move he makes is quick, deliberate, and decisive; the way he calls his bangs a “fringe”—I love it!
Good God, I want to be that fabulous!
I try not to be so materialistic and superficial, but honestly I’m just another fashionista wannabe. The truth is, I have next to no style, and I desperately want some. It’s not just the look, either. I want the status, I want the reputation, and above all, I want the confidence. I want to stop picking out my flaws and automatically hypnotizing myself into thinking I look like a catastrophe within five seconds of looking into the mirror. I want to be able to take a compliment without thinking people are just saying it to be nice. I want Starbucks and I want glitter and I want to be able to transform everywhere I go into a runway with nothing but my sheer fabulousity.
Unfortunately, the first step to being fabulous is believing you are fabulous, and most days the only things about myself I’m comfortable with

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