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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Monday, February 8, 2010

Argh.
Alright.
First of fall the past 2 posts were just excerpts from a rough draft of this crappy short story I'm doing for creative writing, so the story itself is actually pure fiction. The emotions are real though.

Second of all, *hugefuckingepicsigh* I'm so sick of this. It seems like no matter what I say or do, I always end of offending someone. I'm so damn tired of censoring myself. I wish everybody would just get the fuck off my back and let me be me.
I am not a saint, I am not perfect, I am not this pristine, never-said-a-cuss-word-or-told-a-lie-in-her-life, naive little kid, and I refuse to act like I am.
Don't get me wrong, I wish I was perfect and a saint, but I'm not, and people (not anybody on here, but kids at my school, my family, and my teachers) need to get over that. I am who I am. Take it or leave it.
ACCEPT ME, DAMN IT!!!!!
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T_______________T
:/ /:
*sigh*
:(
'-__-

Kay. Now that that's out of the way...
I have writers block, school tomorrow(I think), microsoft wordpad is not cooperating, and I am in desperate need of liberation.
Just put me in a car full of my closest friends and drive. I don't care where, just crank the radio, sing along with me, and drive.
I need to laugh.
I need to smile and frolic and all that happy shit.

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