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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Hey. Sorry for the double post, I just needed to get my feelings out on the interweb, and facebook is so either dead or completely overrun with people who just don't get me that I can't stand it there.
So anyway.....

I've been thinking a lot about my daddy issues and that whole Freud(sp?) theory that in a way, girls always marry their fathers.
Thing is, I've never really been able to commuinicate with my dad that well, so things are starting to look pretty bleak for any possibility of marriage. /: :/
I mean, it's really weird because my dad is actually a great guy--he's not in the least bit abusive or negligent, he's always had a great head on his shoulders, he's sensitive, he's generous, but... him and I have just never been able to commuinicate. It's like there's always been this impassable rift between us. Even when I was a baby, whenever he tried to hold me, I would always cry until he gave me back to mom. (Then again, I was like that with pretty much everybody--a true mommy's girl from the start.)

So... I guess if there's any truth to that whole Freud theory, I'm pretty much hopeless.
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