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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

"And she plays on a gawddamn swing-set."

Why did he have to say that? Out of all the things he could have said, out of all my flaws he could have pointed out, why did it have to be THAT one?

Honestly, it's not even a flaw. So what if I like to swing? So what if my pleasures are a little bit childish?

There was no reason for me to be ashamed of it except that he disapproved of it. He ruined it for me.

Now I can't even fucking swing anymore without thinking of him and all the ways I fall short of what perfection is according to him.

All he does is fill me up with doubt and self-loathing.
*sigh*
I hate this.
~Belinda
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