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• Belina

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• Ever since Pokemon
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• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
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• Make it out of here in one piece
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• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Monday, June 28, 2010

Oh, hey, guys, heyyyy~! :D

I'm back and tired. The retreat in Ohio was great! :)
I had one of those experiences where God basically enters into your soul through the Holy Spirit and moves you. It happened during the Eucharistic Procession, which is when the priest marches around the room with the Eucharist(Communion Host/Wafer.)
And it felt so weird.

Honestly, weird's not even the word but it was so mind-blowing, I couldn't think of anything else.

But, anyway, I was kneeling on the floor as the priest passed by and my heart just started pounding out of nowhere, even though I was completely exhausted.
My friend said she experienced the same thing.

Other people were affected too. Some started sobbing and shaking, some started hyperventilating, and one dude straight up passed out.
Meanwhile, I laughed.

I was not laughing at them though, or at anything really. At first, the Spirit sort of moved me into this quiet chuckle, and then realized that I was laughing in the middle of a gigantic sob-fest and how bad it looked, and that made me laugh even harder.

All the while, there was this voice in the back of my head telling me it wasn't really God, that I was just imagining the whole thing, but I know that was just the Devil pleading with me to be filled with doubt. I know it was Him though. No one and nothing else could ever move me that peculiarly.
ily
~Belinda
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