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Friday, July 23, 2010
Bo0o0o0o0o0o00o0o, Myotaku!
So. I confessed my love to Mike last night on Facebook and I have to admit I do feel better. But that's probably because I haven't read what he wrote back yet. D: Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, distress!
I kinda get the feeling he already knew I liked him though. I'm horrible at hiding my feelings towards guys. I have no pokerface whatsoever.
But anyway, I can't do this alone, so I'm just going to go to Facebook while I'm still logged on here and am then going to angst about in this post.
Ready? Here we go. *click. New window*
Okay so here's what I wrote:
Alright, look, this whole keeping-everything-to-myself-thing-until-I-explode thing ain't working out, so I'm just going to come right out and say it: I like you. You probably don't like me back because of the whole transsexual thing or maybe because I'm just not your type, but either way I'm fine with it. We can still be just friends or close acquaintances or whatever we are now, I just wanted to make sure I said it, because I hardly ever get the nerve to confess my attraction to the guys I like and it's been driving me crazy for weeks.
And I'm really sorry for saying this to you on facebook of all places. I know it's completely lame and cliche but it was kind of a now-or-never thing so it was basically my only choice.
And here's what he wrote:
lol it's cool. To be honest, I'm surprised that whole thing is still going around about me, considering it's not totally true. And the only reason I don't have any relationships and probably never will is because my romantic attractions and sexual attractions don't exactly line up. So it would never work out with anyone anyway. :/ Sorry. But I would love to be friends with you. :)
*HUGEBREATHOFRELIEFOMGGGGGGG* He still wants to be friends! I'm so happy! HE'S NOT REPULSED BY MEEEEEE!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!
I'ma go thank God til my throat bleeds now.
Go0o0o0o0o0o0d bye for now. :)
ily
~BElinda kafhfisahfk
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