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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Thursday, October 14, 2010

So it's the end of the school week, and I wish I could say everything is completely golden now, but that would be a lie.
I'm in an incredibly fragile and unstable emotional state. I think it'll be a while before I'll ever be okay completely.
I feel so empty right now, like in the very pit of my stomach there's just this void of... not really depair, but some sort of cold, sad feeling. I think what I really need to do is just channel all my emotions into my writing.
Throw myself into my work, ya know?

For those of you who are seriously worried though, keep in mind I am rife with hormones and when I get like that it's usually because I'm PMSing. Pray for me though, and for my family--my dad STILL doesn't have a job.

And Stephy--I love you, boo. Even when I can't live for myself, I'll still live for you. <3
I love you all
~Belinda
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