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1993-05-02
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Belina
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Ever since Pokemon
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I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
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Make it out of here in one piece
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Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011
ARRRRRRGH!!!! '-__-
I can't sleep. Now that I'm finally home, after being exhausted all day, I can't sleep. Really, is it any wonder why I never go to bed without Melatonin?
I think I was a coke whore in another life because even though I've always been straight edge, I've been craving some really hard-core drugs lately. Luckily, I don't have the money or the courage to do them so I'm safe.
Oyyy... Angst. 3 My voice of reason is screaming at me without reason, and I'm not just saying that to be cute. Nothing makes sense anymore.
Never trust anyone who says "trust me."
Honestly, I'm a compulsive liar lying amongst the salt of the earth so a grain of salt to take these words with shouldn't be hard to find.
He keeps me up all night and drops me off in the graveyard only to tell me to get some sleep.
He's my crack and my morphine
"Take these pills to offset the shakes,
Take it a day at a time to offset the pills."
Panic! kids at the back of my mind,
giving me directions to the Disco
It's the only safe place to burn away these days.
Why can't the Fever swallow me just one more time?
I don't mind the Sweat because life's always Odd, but seldom Pretty, and I'm just so tired of playing with words that won't play with me back.
ily
~Belinda
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