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Friday, February 25, 2011


@Sara: I actually live in Baltimore County in a suburb called Perry Hall, but I'm sure there are plenty of people on our police force who "belong behind bars" according to the last post. And, there's no such thing as TMI on the internet! Psych. X) But seriously, don't worry about it.

@Emily: Like, I know, gurl, I know!

So it's Friday and I seriously must be channeling Paris Hilton because I'm in total dumb blond mode. I don't know what it is, but I cringe at every other word that comes out of my mouth. Basically, it's one of those days where I can't do anything right.
In which case, play rehearsal should be very interesting. '^^

Our raving lunatic of a choreographer is going to try to teach us three dances in three and a half hours. Yeah, there goes my pride...

I mean, don't get me wrong, I can dance. I can freestyle--but I fail-whale all across the universe when it comes to learning choreography.

In Joshua/Silly Banana/Ninja Muffin news, I need to do some serious Poker Facing and/or vamping. We text each other all day and call each other every night and I'm always tired and I never get anything done anymore and I'm depending on him WAAAAY too much WAAAAAY too early.

I just don't want this to be a symbiotic relationship like how it was with Shaun. I want to still be able to be my own person this early in the game.

Another thing that bothers me is he refuses to commit. Like, it's been about two weeks since we started kissing/cuddling on a weekly basis and he already admitted to falling for me on multiple occasions and he still refuses to call himself or be called my boyfriend.

I mean it's damn obvious this is turning into something serious. We're way past the point of no return. I don't understand his hesitence.

ARRRRRRRGH!!! Boys are stupid. '-__-
~Belinda

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