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Sunday, March 6, 2011

I feel like Sweeney Todd at the end of Sweeney Todd. Every song is sung, everyone who matters is dead, there's nowhere to go--I'm ready to die.

I know we're celebrating my moms birthday today, but it feels like nothing good can possibly come out of today. I need something to dye, something to fix, something to change... or at least get out of the gray. The gray is my poison. I wouldn't mind rain so much if not for it.

There's a pulse behind my eyes that's beckoning me closer and closer into my demons and all I want to do is disappear. Where did the hope go while I slept? Why did I wake up to nothing but failure and dread?

I'm falling again. Please help me. Pray for me--I don't care what God you believe it, just ask Him to help me.
ily
~Belinda
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