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• 1993-05-02
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• Female
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• 2005-05-30
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• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

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Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
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• Make it out of here in one piece
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• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

I walked home from school today.

There's really no excuse other than complete idiocy and well... basically, this one secretary was giving me shit about not waiting in line because apparently it doesn't count as waiting unless you're actually standing up so I got all upset and started crying and cussing and quite frankly I just knew if I stayed, I'd get in trouble so I left.

Twas about a two mile walk. I actually quite enjoyed it. Thoreau once said God can be most easily found amongst nature. Walking along, I saw what he meant.

Everything was so spiritual and quiet and connected... There was an odd sort of ancient, uniting power in the air. This sounds really trite-completely laughable, actually-but I really was in one with The World--not the world. There's a huge difference.

But anyway, I could feel God everywhere around me and in me. It was one of the most meaningful experiences of my life.

Margaret thinks I abandoned her. I don't blame her.
It's not that I don't like her anymore or that we grew apart, it's just... I'm scared. I'm scared she won't accept me back in, that our bond has been broken. I can take rejection from guys, from my peers, even from my own family sometimes, but never Margaret. She's my ride or die.
Pray for me. :(
ily
~Belinda
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