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• Belina

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• Ever since Pokemon
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• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
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• Make it out of here in one piece
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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Sunday, March 20, 2011

I asked her to stop saying shit to me about Josh and this is what she says:

"I'll say whatever I want to say. I understand he's your man, but just remember you met him through me."

Like that somehow gives her license to control every aspect of our relationship.

Naturally I'm grateful to her for introducing me to him, but she's introduced me to so many amazing people already in my lifetime that if I were to feel indebted to her for every time it happened, I'd be kissing her ass from now til the end of time and friendship just doesn't work that way. There's supposed to be a certain degree of respect between the two people for them to be friends and you can't respect somebody who's always kissing your ass. It just doesn't work.

And maybe it's just me, but I really don't think she has that much respect for me anymore.

I'm not saying I'll disown hr for this completely, but I'm definitely going to keep her at a distance. Maybe once she stops trying to control me and realizes I can take care of myself, we'll be good again, but until then I don't see us melting together in a puddle of best friends forever love goop.

In other, actual new news, we're doing this thing in theater arts where we have to write and perform our own mini-musical. My group is doing Sweeney Todd in ten minutes. XD
Obviously, it's not as awesome as the original, but I think it's pretty close.

I'm Mrs. Loveitt, which is awesome because now that I think about it, in a lot of ways, we're a lot alike.

RESPONSES TO COMMENTS:

Corn: Yes, I agree. It is pretty stupid. I could kind of see it coming though. She started acting weird as soon as it became apparent that Josh and I were serious. At this point, she doesn't know anything that I don't know about him. I honestly think it's not just Josh though. I think on some level she realizes that I'm growing up and becoming my own person now and she can't handle it.

Stephy: Neither do I. I don't think I ever will even now that it's happening to me. People are just stupid.
You are definitely the quintessential older sister. It's actually funny how that turned out because I remember when you were a stupid, self-destructive teenager and I was a naive, sheltered pre-teen, I would always be yelling at you for your shenanigans in my comments as if you were my little sister. XD And now it's the reverse. lol
Thank you so much for sharing with me. The fault of Marg and I reuniting makes me feel so much better. You have no idea.

ily
~Belinda
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