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• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
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• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

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• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

I was really depressed when I woke up for some reason. Probably a bad dream I can't remember and a hormone attack.

Anybody know what it means when you see purple cheese in a bathtub in a dream?

I've been meaning to look it up for forever but I'd love to hear some of your interpretations first. XD

I don't know whats wrong with me--well, what's usually wrong with me anyway. Right now I'm okay for the time being. I'm mostly just lonely.

I don't wanna hang with Margaret though. If I do I feel like we'll inevitably end up talking about Josh and she'll find some way to blame my depression on him even though it really has nothing to do with him. I love her very muchly, but she's so freakin' biased... I don't know. Maybe I'm just being a baby and need to push myself more. I miss the good old days where I could just vent to her about everything and there wouldn't be any consequences but now I have to keep so much crap from her or else she'll just tell me to give up on him and find somebody else but that's really the last thing I want to do.

LE SIIIIIGH.
Wow, this is really depressing and boring.
I need to lasso my brain back into happier thoughts.

I LIKE PURPLE. :D lalalala. Here's a video.

ily
~Belinda

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