myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Friday, July 22, 2011

fuiasfhioaf OHHHHHHHH, I wanna cut myself open so bad. Grab a real sharp knife, make a vertical incision between my boobs and drag the damn thing down to my belly button. Pull my skin open, expose my rib cage. Let my guts fall to the floor.

Trying to eat my breakfast so I can medicate these sick desires and neurotic panics away but every bite makes me want to throw it all back up.

I'm a hopeless, restless rush... My mind and heart are moving too fast for my body.

I'm going to see Josh today after two days of not seeing him and that should make all the pain go away, give me something to look forward to, but he can't save me. God is the only one who can save me.

yfkfyukgjkguilguuifiofy. My shrink said she's proud of me for ending it. One day I'll be proud of myself too. But for now I'm just trying to survive.

ily
~Belinda
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