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Tuesday, August 23, 2011


Wow. Did everybody die over the weekend?

Haven't been on in days and I return to find nary an update.

Ah, lets see, whats been happening?

Ummm, I'm slowly becoming addicted to the Sims 3 again. Not sure how long it will last because it tends to get boring pretty quick. See, I'm a writer so I try to keep my sim games interesting by making up their own little story lines and conflicts but it never really goes the way I want it to. For example, a character that I want to be evil and controlling to their families turns out being the best parent or kid ever.

Also been playing some Mario Kart because it's the only way I get to practice driving. I'm not home that often and when I am either my parents are too busy to take me out driving or asleep. And there's no way I'm driving with Josh. He's one of those people that yells at all the other cars on the road because apparently everyone else is brain dead or something and I'm just learning how to drive so he'd probably find plenty of reasons to yell at me, which would only make me feel bad and too emotionally unstable to drive. :/ Sooo, yeah.

Plus, I like shooting turtle shells at people when I race them. :)

Oh. And on a less nerdy note: last night I gave up on being happy and succumbed to being content. Therefore, I am officially old.

I feel like I lost my edge. Not sure whether that's a good or bad thing. No matter what anyone says, I'm still me. I've just finally calmed the hell down.

I think some days it's okay not to feel anything--which I'm sure I've been over before but oh well. It's still true.

I seem to have built up an immunity to caffeine. More than an immunity, actually. Now it just makes me sleepy--like it does with my dad.
He used to always have to drink a can of Mountain Dew before he went to sleep.

Oh. I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to jinx it but I might be coming with Josh to Ohio in January to meet his birth sister. She lives pretty close to Cincinnati, so, Stephy, I might be able to see you. :)

MIGHT, mind you. It's a pretty big might. No idea if my parents are going to let me go. No idea if Josh and I will still be dating by then. His sister said she'd be fine with telling my parents she has two guest rooms instead of one, but I don't know. I can't promise anything.

Gonna go look for another way to melt my brain now. good night everybody (even if it is only 12:30 pm.)

ily
~Belinda

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