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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Lately I've had the most dangerous habit of begging the disastrous question of "what about me?" As in: "I just want him to be happy--but what about me?" and "I'm glad he's having fun at his brothers house this weekend--but what about me?"
And on and on and on... And on.

Yeah... It's annoying. I just care too damn much but that's nothing new.

I really wish I could have a normal relationship like normal people where I don't have to see the dude every day and every weekend to be happy and when he does choose to spend Friday night with his brother instead of me I don't get the least bit offended... But I do so I can't.

So sue me. I'm selfish and greedy. Until I finally figure out how to permanently get over myself I'm gonna have to put up with myself somehow.

I guess the answer is homework and infinite amounts of God and some new drug I'll choose later.

Oh. And I might be pregnant. I really don't know for sure, but I suspect this because I've been hungry pretty much all the time recently and I have not gotten my period yet once this month, and I'm about a week or two overdue. However, I thought I felt a cramp earlier this morning, so fingers crossed. If you have any God you believe in, PLEASE pray to Him (or Her) for me. I'm so not ready for this.
ily
~Belinda
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