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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

I don't know who I am anymore. I used to have a very vague idea, but then everybody started calling me something different and now I'm just really confused.

I was almost positive that I was no longer The Girl with Blue Hair, but The Girl Who Temporarily Dyes Her Hair Blue For an Anime Convention/Role Because Wigs are too Expensive... Now I'm really not so sure. I don't like it. I had these thoughts once before after my application to art school got rejected because for the longest time I didn't feel like a legitimate artist, but I thought at the time the thoughts of endless doubt and uncertainty would go away once I got over myself and they did, but this time is different. I don't have any notions of self-centeredness or self-importance, I just am honestly at a loss for how to define myself. I guess it's time for me to find myself, but I have no clue where to look or how.I honestly don't even completely know what that means. To find myself. What am I, a lost pair of glasses?

I don't see why I can't just let myself find me, if that makes any sense. Probably doesn't. Oh well.

I gotta get ready for class.
ily
~Belinda
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