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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Thursday, February 16, 2012

I'm really, really sick of this whole eating disorder thing. Not mine (I'd like to think I eat somewhat decently) but America's. The only people who approve of stick-thin bodies are fashion designers who make millions of dollars marketing that image. I know because I was stick thin in high school and NOBODY told me I was pretty or cute or sexy except two guys, one that left me for some other chick a week after we starting dating and another that was constantly trying to change me in other ways (accusing me of not being free-spirited for not flashing my tits at cars, for instance.) Lesbians/straight guys/the world/whoever you're trying to please don't want skeletons, they want tits and butts and hips and thighs and maybe even a bit of belly fat. Now, I'm not saying skinny people are oppressed because they're not by any means, but it's definitely one of those grass-is-always-greener-on-the-other-side type of things.

I spent most of my teenage years wishing I had boobs and a butt, and now that I do, I feel great, but as I continue to age and my metabolism continues to slow down, I'll most likely one day find myself wishing to be as skinny as I was in high school. That's just the way it is. :/

ANYWAY. Not much else to report on. Watched a bunch of stuff about how the Illumanati runs the music industry and now I'm scared to death to listen to anything, so I'ma give up listening to secular music for Lent. (Which starts next Wednesday in case anyone cares.) Also, Katsucon starts tomorrow. Should probably print out those tickets. Hmmm... Yup.

ily
~Belinda
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