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Friday, March 2, 2012


Speaking abesnt-heartedly, half-mindedly.
No, baby, I'm not lost, just tired.
Not asleep, just wish I was.

I don't recall ever marrying The Church so why is She always in my bed?
Once upon a time, we were best friends;
Now sometimes we don't even speak the same language.
I know She just wants to save my life after I die, but the thing is I'm not dead yet.
And no matter what the Bible says, I just can't bring myself to believe that all girls are either named Mary or Martha.
God always just called me Hon.

Gloria Steinem might call me brain-washed, but I really don't mind living in the shadow of the Cross in the middle of this Desert--even if I have to give up dying in an oasis.

I don't and can't know what is and isn't.
I only know what I've been told.
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Woke up with a heavy heart this morning. My limbs slowly grew even heavier. I've never been a morning person, but lately I've just been feeling downright sick. Almost threw up yesterday.

I think they're about to kick me out of this computer lab. Librarians are very bitchy here. :/ Rigid, no-nonesense white ladies...

It's freezing in here. >.<

ily
~Belinda

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