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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Monday, May 21, 2012

So I have a question: How come it's okay for other people to break off simbiotic relationships, but not me?

Every, damn time I get guilt-tripped!

When I broke up with my ex, Shaun, everybody was like, "You guys should get back together. He's all sad and emo now."

A whole year after I've broken up with Margaret, people are still saying, "you guys should, like, reconcile and stuff because you used to be such good friends and even though she's turned into a perpetually P.M.S.ing, judgemental bitch, you should still worship the ground she walks on because that's what friends do!"

Why are people only happy when I'm in pain?

I never meant to hurt her, I just wanted her to stop hurting me.

I knew she'd be in pain as a result, but damn it, so was I! I overdosed on sleeping pills at one point just so I wouldn't have to cry myself to sleep.

And, I don't know, maybe we will get back together one day, but in the meantime, I really wish people would let it go. THe only thing trying to force it does is stress me out.

Oy. I'm tired.

ily
~Belinda
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