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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Friday, June 1, 2012

Just a rant
I really don't know what to say or do.

This world is so messed up and terrible and all I can do about any of it is pray and offer up my modest pains.

I had a dream once that I could change the world through my writing, but it doesn't seem enough. Only God could possibly stop all the rape and abuse and death. God working through me and several other people, possibly, but God all the same.

It's times like this I just want to run to the nearest church and curl up at the foot of the crucifix like a little girl curling up in her daddy's lap.

I'm a coward, I know, but my heart aches so much for the kids--all the kids, no matter what age they are. The truth is, I would do anything to protect Valerie, Katie, Emma, Charlie, and even Rob. They're all in such a hurry to grow up, to go out into the world and be taken seriously, but at what cost? Childhood is a foreign concept.
But they all deserve to be kids, to be happy, for as long as they possibly can.

There's so much more to life than cynicism and drugs and sex and death and whatever else they are or will one day look to drown in. I really hope they know that. I really hope they'll be loved and love back and be the beautiful creatures God created them to be.

Gotta go. Can't stop crying.

ily
~Belinda

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