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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Friday, June 22, 2012

She was never good with directions.
Maps might as well have been
abstract art to her.
She had a kitten who always
wanted to see the ocean
ever since she'd been born
blind on the beach--Blind beyond
her own clouds and rainbows, anyway.

Some said to go right on Excellence and go straight on to Perfection.
Some said to follow the Son.
Some said to pass through Nirvanna by way of Vegetarianism, Good Work, and Suffering.
Some said you just couldn't get there from here.

The kitten kept pacing up and down,
up and
down
the map--because it was the closest she'd ever get to seeing the world.

Finally, they found the coast
And set up camp on the end of the world,
The beginning of what they did not know.
When they looked into the water, their faces and bodies rippled, their skeletons danced.
They were beautiful.
When you can't retrace your steps, getting lost again is the only way to find yourself.
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I promise I wasn't trying to make this into a seemingly drug-induced poem. I had a whole story worked out about this Goth kid named Alice and her cat named Dina wanting to see the ocean and Alice stealing her mothers car to drive to the beach, but it got really complicated and in the end I really wasn't sure what I was trying to say and the whole point of a short story in my opinion is to send a messege while entertaining people. I'm sorry, Stephy! >.<

IM A FAILUREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

Hopefully it'll look a lot less shittier when I wake up tomorrow and am not so tired.

IN LESS SELF-ABSORBED NEWS: My mommy is away for the weekend so my grandmom, my dad, and I are all looking after the littles. We went to the pool today and it was quite fun. The water felt great because it was so freakin hot and humid out. 90 degrees, actually. 'X.X

Also, in a week we are leaving for Ohio and staying for ten days. I have no idea how we'll manage it because we are being ass-raped non-stop by money troubles, but God works in mysterious ways, so...

That cliche doesn't make any sense in that sentence. >.< Oy.
This is how tired I am. Gonna go finish my milk shake, sweep the floor, and pass out. Good night.

ily
~Belinds
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