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Sunday, July 29, 2012


Sally was born of crooked doors and dirty windows, but she always saw straight and clear
And when she broke out, she didn't break a thing.
Despite what her mother told her, she could never quite bring herself to see the world in completely black and white--she loved her colors too much.
She always danced in one way or another whether there was music playing or not and even when she fell, she never hit the ground.
Some thought she should be more cautious, but she loved to grab life by the lapels and say "I'm with you, kid. Lets take over the world."
Whether she was a caged bird or not is a matter of opinion, but if she was, it must've been a pretty big cage to fit the distance from east to west and north to south, because that was the extent of everthing and everyone she touched.
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Tired. Slept maybe two or three hours. My mind, though heavy and stumbling, is awake however.

OY. '-.- I need to get back on a better sleeping schedule. Been going to sleep at 2 or 3 and waking up at 12 or 1. Yeah. It's bad.

Went to cheesecake factory for dinner last night. Double-dated with Josh and his brother and his girlfriend. Fun was had. Food was good. Weight was gained. All that.

I've come to really dislike myself as a writer when I'm on my A.D.H.D. meds. They make me all nit-picky and critical to a point where I can't get anything done. I've never had more respect for ghost writers/book doctors. They're mediums for crazy, incoherent, stuttering people like me. Completely necessary.

arrrgh... I want a nap so bad, but I'm afraid if I take one I won't be able to sleep tonight.

If this keeps up, I'll end up going to sleeep so late it'll be the afternoon of the next day. Yeah, I'll just wake up at midnigt and do everything I need to do, then screw around til lunch time and then pass out. lol I think I read a book where someone did something like that once. It was so hot during the day--like, afternoon time--that they had to sleep most of the day and be awake at night. And then they switched back once it started to get cool out again. That's actually pretty smart.

Probably really bad for your body, but smart. I'm gonna fight my heavy eye-lids and heavy everything else until I pass out. Ta!
ily
~Belinda

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