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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

You know, the more I think about it, the more I realize sex is more like candy for the mind then it is anything of substance. Especially in it's addictive nature. When you stop eating chocolate, you get used to it and it's not that big a deal anymore when you see it and can't have it. Obviously, you still crave it from time to time but not to the extent you would if you allowed yourself to have some from time to time.

I think the same is true of sex. Once you start, it's practically impossible to stop. But if you do stop for a while, it becomes a lot easier to do without.

Or maybe that's just me. :/

I dunno. Maybe it's my hormones, maybe I just naturally have a higher sex drive than other girls, maybe it's the sci-fi manga porn--I'm sorry, I mean SEINEN--that I've been reading, but I've been getting turned on a lot easier lately and a lot more often.

Oy... I don't like this. '-.- I don't like looking at a person and seeing only a sexual object just because that person happens to be attractive. That's not respectful. It's completely dehumanizing. Maybe it's also natural and completely evolutionary, but it still doesn't feel right.

Can't wait for school to start back up so I can get my mind off all of this. *sigh* I still have to pay for my classes and get my books. Have to do it soon too because we're gonna be taking a trip to Williamsburg on the 18th and we're not going to get back until the Sunday before classes start. Yeah, definitely gotta remember to talk to my dad about that...

ily
~Belinda
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