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Wednesday, September 19, 2012

I notice the less time I spend with Josh, the more masculine I start to feel. Well, maybe masculine isn't the right word.

It's more like I become more like a gay scene boy.
What would that be? Androgynous?
That's how I think of most scene kids in general.

Today, I woke up feeling like I would either turn into a hysterical 12-year-old girl or a second rate version of Pete Wentz, so I choose the latter.

It was fun. Wore a sweatshirt (I don't have any hoodies), some dark jeans, and neon high tops.
Ceased to care abut being 15 minutes early for math. Put on eye-liner and smudged the living fuck out of it. Wrote some self-absorbed poetry (kinda like this post, but in stanza form.) Almost lost it and asked the (slightly) creepy kid in my math class if he was this nice to everyone or just trying to get in my pants and if so to kindly cease and desist because I have a boyfriend.

Everything was going swimmingly--then I realized I had a term paper to write and a million other things to do and went right back to being a manic college kid.
On a (somewhat) unrelated note, I just realized that if I ever cut off all my hair, I'd look almost exactly like William Beckett.
*siiigh*


Yup. That's the man I spent a quarter of my life idolizing... No wonder I'm so fucked up. XD

I'm going to go waste more time on the internet now.
ily
~Belinda
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