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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Friday, November 16, 2012

I have the urge to write miserable poetry and rock back and forth in the fetal position.

You know what that means.

IT'S MY OWN PERSONAL SINGLES AWARENESS DAAAAAAAAAY!!!! :D

Josh dumped me. Been crying and miserable all day.
I have now started to shake and have terrible migraines.

This would sound so much more final if I wasn't chatting with him on skype right now.

I really hope we don't become a Katy Perry song. I would honestly sooner kill the bastard.

Obviously, I still love him. It'll probably be like that for awhile. If any of you believe in any God/Goddess in the slightest, please pray for me, because it will take a miracle to get me through the weekend without dying of dehydration from all the crying, cutting myself, and/or calling him, begging to take me back in a pathetically sober stupor. This gives new meaning to the cliche "every day is a miracle." Well, it will be now...

He dumped with the following phrase: "I'm not good enough for you."

I kid you not, I almost slapped him.

But honestly, he's right. I can do better. I have no idea where the hell I'm supposed to find better or be with better once I find him as the mere thought of being with anyone but Josh makes me throw up in my mouth, but ah well. We'll see.

I've been taking out my misery on personalizing an old T-shirt Josh gave me. I figure it'll be less painful to wear if I make it mine. It's looking quite fabulous. :)

How have you all been?
ily
~Belinda

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