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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

It helps to pretend he's dead. That he was taken from this Earth, that he didn't willingly throw me away like a used tissue. Not that I would feel any better if he were dead, but... *sigh*

I just can't believe I'm still alive. I cannot begin to express the pain--the despair, the confusion, the fury, the futility--I've felt today, yesterday, and the day before. It feels like it's been a week already. It doesn't even stop when I sleep. My dreams are a horror movie.

I need drugs. I need to be committed. I'm losing my grip... Pray for me?
I love you
~Belinda
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