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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Saturday, December 15, 2012

I'm so scared.

I don't want him to become a ghost. I don't want to be just one more pathetic, lingering ex.

I know there are people who care and I appreciate them all. But he was my first and my best friend and we told each other everything and now he's gone...

And honestly, I don't know who I am anymore. I've fallen back into the skin of a me I thought I've killed off long ago. I'm glad to see her, but at the same time terrified because I know what it means. It means I'm back to being the sexless,quirky, sarcastic, ironical girl with witty wordplay and broken insides who always makes everyone else laugh, but can't ever sustain happiness for herself... Just a crying clown.

In the end, though, I know the only way to true happiness is to be the me God created me to be. So that's what I will aim for.

I hope your holidays going a lot better than mine.
I love you
~Belinda
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