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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Abandon your clothes,
Abandon all hope
Of redemption.
The mouth of my monster
Rages and rampages again,
At the beck and call of her sentinel,
My poor rabbit heart,
The wretched parasite
Feeding on any and every innocence she can find.

I, I never wanted to be this way
If need be, I’ll lock myself away,
Give God the key to throw away.
All I wanted was to live like a King
With you one day,
In love with lovers who could handle us.

I never meant to want to be your Queen.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yeah. Am beginning to fuck everything up by being a woman and a romantic and developing a crush on my friend Chris. He likes me too, but the way everything is right now it would be a disaster if we pursued it, so I'm just going to give it time and hope that it fades.

Hanging out with Margaret helped a lot. She always brought me a lot of happiness whenever I was with her. Even while we were going through that weird spell with Josh, when I was actually in her presence, I always felt better. Its a lot easier to laugh at myself and everything else when she's there. There was no bitterness or anger or awkwardness either. It was almost like we had never been apart--or rather, like we'd just taken a long vacation from each other.
It was nice.

I hope you all are well and asleep at this unGodly hour. (2 AM)
I love you
~Belinda
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