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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Friday, January 4, 2013

I'm slipping.

Heart is throbbing, insides itching.

My stomach is a pot of hot water about to boil over, but my surface feels so cold. I need to see him. I would almost walk there at this point. I forgot how lonely this could feel. I forgot how much this hurts.

My very first relationship was long distance. I was 11 or 12. I can't remember. I actually "met" the guy on here. His name was Mike. Lived in Florida. Lasted for a few months. It wasn't so much him I liked as much as it was just having a boyfriend. I think we're all like that at one time or another.

I love this. I love him--but I want more.

I need to meet him.

Going crazy. Crazier than I was already.

My one friend's boyfriend is being a total jerk to her--and she's just letting him. He keeps acting distant, standing her up, ignoring her for video games. She deserves so much better. I know she loves him, but it breaks my heart to watch him do that to her.

*sigh* The things we do for love...

I love you
~Belinda
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